Look at you –

Forcing,

Rushing,

Urging.

You are so involved in your character.

Have you forgotten?

Who you really are?

In the state of Trust,

Everything is for your evolution.

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Can’t you see?

It’s all happening for you.

Your next evolution is right where you are.

You’re not going to figure it out – not that way.

Stop your searching.

Stop your analyzing.

Drop the narrative.

Drop the stories.

Give it up.

Let it all go.

How does that feel?

How do you feel?

You think you’re going to figure this one out?

Do you ever figure anything out?

Or do you just create stories?

You think you know something?

Tell me what you know.

To truly face yourself –

Have you forgotten what that means?

You cannot do this habitually.

You cannot do this unconsciously.

You cannot do this compartmentally.

You cannot only examine the mind and say you face yourself.

You cannot only examine the body and say you face yourself.

You cannot even only examine the soul, and say you face yourself.

You do not face yourself in your totality? With all of your presence?

Then you are hiding from yourself.

Love is not something that you give and take back. That is something else.

Love is a state of being. Love is a consciousness shared, not a thing given.

Love is not a flower that you gift, but a seed that you grow.

Why do you try to play God?

To game her?

You manipulate your voice, put on emotions, and attempt your various stories.

Are you perhaps not conscious of what you are doing?

Do you not know that she sees right through you?

… That we all do?

‘Can I do it?’

‘Should I do it?’

‘What if I fall?’

‘Is it worth the risk?’

My mind is asking and evaluating, asking and evaluating. My breathing changes. My body tenses.

‘Oh – he already did it.’

you are focusing on the form and not on the substance.