Seek, and you will not find,

You will only go on seeking.

Knock, and it will not be opened,

You will only go on knocking.

You can explain your behavior through a story?

And now you are healed?

I think not.

You are proud of your healing?

That is not healing.

You have become more involved in your story of healing?

This is not healing.

It is masturbation.

Your search for the reasons for your suffering

Is the construction of a prison.

You have found the reason?

You have read your own sentence.

You have found the reason for your suffering?

Welcome to your next suffering.

What is healing

But letting go of a story

That all sounds very intelligent –

But why not just let your heart break?

And in that terrible, aching beauty

Receive the message from your Soul.

Our wills are one, o God –

I hear You clearly,

I feel You deeply –

Our wills are one.

I recognize You,

I know You –

Our wills are one.

Thank you for Your guidance,

Thank you for Your strength –

Our wills are one.

My faith in you is complete, o God

I release mine own will

And am a pure channel for Your Will

Am a pure channel for Your Works

Though these may be beyond mine understanding

I surrender to whatever end.